Well.  Its been an interesting month.  Interesting.

Health

  • I was back on the wagon again.   Sweet products have disappeared.  Then at the end of the month, came back with their mates, and I got my ass whooped.
  • I’m still cycling to work.  I think on the tail end of an unhealthy August, I’m not fueling my body with the right foods, so I’m tired when cycling home, despite the fact that I do it every day.
  • The diet is not so varied as it was back in June.
    1. Because I cannot afford it, and
    2. I dont feel the need.
    It might seem a little boring (but I am only cooking for me, so meh!!), but I have a 2 week dinner and lunch plan which suits the budget AND the body.   I treat myself once a week to cake or something.  I have still not had a chocolate bar since June.
  • I have not touched the weights this month.  They just sit there, making me feel guilty.
  • All the ‘muscle’ I acquired, has since disappeared.

Love

  • Its been tough.  I make mistakes.  I get up and I hope that I dont make them again.  I need to stop beating myself up about these things.  The past is the past.  It happened, it probably wont happen again.  Leave it Terry.
  • No luck on the numerous dating sites that I am on.  I’m paying on 2 of them now.  *spams forehead* Again, lots of views, not a lot of communication.  Some woman actually wanted me to pay for her to contact me.

Money

  • My rebate is in the post.  I’m not sure how much I am entitled to.  I’m not greedy, so anything is better than nothing.  it was 2 yrs of contracting on emergency tax and gaps of unemployment.  Watch this space…
  • FUCK yeah, my rebate came through.  I paid off my overdraft, and still had £900+ to play with, and then I got paid a week later.  Winner.
  • I paid for 5 of us to go on holiday in November.  Although I will get the money back, I have to wait for the whole month to receive it.   So September was tighter than a tight thing that wrote a book on living tightly.
  • I started my selling of all my old shit.   I couldn’t get rid of my comics, but they took my graphic novels for less than it cost to get to the store.  FAIL.
  • Listed all my VHS on Ebay.  Watch this space…

Soul

  • I have been praying a lot.   And I like it.  I have been reading Mark Brown’s posts on Facebook and on You Tube.   Finally, understanding the bible in a way/medium I can relate to and understand and fitting examples of my life that apply to me.   I am just really enjoying it.
  • I sat down and had a long and deep thought process about being self employed.   I thought out a plan and a timescale that is actually manageable and actually within my grasp.
  • I am still helping people with their websites and it makes me feel good.  I should probably charge more.  I think I just like being of help.
  • I knocked out 3 illustrations for a small project I decided to do to increase my portfolio.
  • I am going to sell all my stuff I do not own (see above)
  • I am at piece with everyone in the family, more so afterhte clear the air scenerio with my dad on holiday.
  • I went to see some bands at the weekend.  I miss being in a band.  And I think I want to play live again.   Fuck it.  I’m too old to be famous and ‘make it’ if you can even call it that.  But I love playing.  And I love rocking out.

Check back in a month….